My community centred project. Guess who's back?
I think I am getting my mojo back.
The government has changed. I’m hoping to also change, come out of a personal slump and get back into being a positive contributor to the local area again.
Since the pandemic I have been feeling low energy. Starting with constant snoozing on the couch watching world events unfold on TV during lockdown, to frequent deep sleeping during the day after having Covid and probably exacerbated with taking medication for high blood pressure. It’s been three years since catching Covid.
Have never felt so tired and wanting to sleep so much, and equally not wanting to leave the house.
It has curtailed any aspiration to put effort into the local community. I’ve feel like I’ve talked a lot, reliving times when I have been able to put in, but not really living up to the standards set by others, like Stewart Britton, Tracy and Simon from the Wight Bear and James from The Larderhouse, the team at Makla amongst many other people.
That listlessness is self perpetuating too. To come out of long covid, more physical exercise helps, getting out into the fresh air helps. That’s felt like too much effort even though I know it’s the right thing to do. Even breathing is hard work, as highlighted by the sleep apnea that my wife has to put up with.
